Sunday, May 21, 2006
What's Life!!
Seriously..i dunno what i'm going through.. i'm in a whirlwind of thoughts.. of everything.. i've never ever wanted to hurt anybody.. no one!! Just wanna live my life ..
It's not that i dun wanna be with you.. it's just that i dun wanna go into relationships again.. i'm not prepared to do so.. i don't wanna get back to where we were.. i don't wanna get into quarrels with you and then cry my heart out again.. i don't wanna do anything that will make you cry again.. i don't wanna hurt you anymore.. don't wanna see you being tormented cuz of me.. i wanna be independent and not have anything to do with relationships.. NO!
but yet.. i'm not sure.. cuz i still miss you and long to hug you for that one second.. just a second will do.. but i rather don't want that hug to just let you leave me and live the rest of your life happily with another girl.. cuz i'm a bad girl.. a bad bad girl.. that will only give you pain and hurt and nothing else.. i don't wanna hurt anybody.. just leave me.. and forget about me.. any girl would have been a better gf for you than me.. don't care about me.. don't get concern about anything.. what ever happens to me.. don't weep... i'm not worth everything that you do..
Go..! love another girl.. and don't come back to me.. never.. hate me!!
Lovex
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