Tuesday, May 09, 2006
What a lousy dae i had..
he actually called me a B**** today... i mean what did i do wrong to make him call me that... he might as well call me a s*** or a flirt or mabe a w****.. to be extreme... i didn't cheat on him.. i didn't two-time him.. it's lyk wadever things i do is always wrong..
actually i didn't sleep all night.. thinking about all the things.. what he said.. but before i get the chance to tell him that i wanted to be with him.. he called me a B****... lyk wad the!! i know i've let you down.. i'm sincerely sorri..!! wad do you want me to do... mabe you hate me.. mabe i'm realli the bad one that's shouldn't even be living.. mabe you want me dead.. i rather you kill me than call me names.. you completely shattered me!! just when i wanted to get back to you.. you do this to me.. wadever.. i'm tired.. you killed the last chance.. mabe we're not meant to be tgt..
i'll not miss you anymore..
i'll not think of you anymore..
i'll not think of what you did anymore..
i'll not think of the memories we had anymore..
i'll not treasure the moments on the bus..
i'll not think of what you said..
i'll not cry at night...
i'll not love you anymore..
i'll just struggle to live my life..
i'll completely forget about you..
that's how it ends!!
Lovex
4:26 PM
