Monday, May 01, 2006
after the break up.. i haven been living.. it feels so empty and lonely.. as if nobody cares about me anymore.. it's changed my entire life.. nobody calls me anymore.. nobody cares about me anymore.. nobody to rely on.. although i still hang out with Gabe.. but the feeling's changed.. i no longer feel guilty as if i'm cheating on him.. mabe.. for a long long time.. i've already lost my love for him.. now that i'm not with him.. i won't feel as if i'm wasting his time, effort, money, and most of all his love.. now that we're not tgt.. he has the freedom of choice.. he told me that he'll take any girl that comes by.. that appreciates him.. that is worth his love.. that's true.. mabe i'm not a good gf from the start till the end..
i feel that i won't love anymore.. cuz it's realli complicated for me..
I'll forever remember the things he did for me.. and the memories we had.. especially the moments on the bus.. it's realli a sweet ending..
Lovex
11:55 PM
