Thursday, March 16, 2006
Maybe i fell into some sort of depression...
i always cry at night as if all the things i bottled up inside transformed into tears and that they all rolled out of me.. i feel very lonely as if nobody is there for me.. not even Gabe.
He asked me to call him but he doesn't even want to talk to me.. there's lyk lesser and lesser things that we can talk tgt. We just don't understand each other.. Maybe it's just time that 'WE' should seperate into 'me' and 'him'..
I realli missed Jo.. during school dazz.. she's just so understanding.. she's the only one who knows how i feel about Gabe.. she's the only person that i can talk to.. she's my confidante!
but she's lyk so not contactable now.. missed her..!
maybe it's just me and my nonsense..
maybe i'm just not lykable..
maybe i'm just over reacting
maybe i'm just thinking too much
maybe cuz i'm not a good person to talk with..
maybe i just missed Gabe
maybe i'm just not good enough..
maybe you may find my post a bit weird.. but yea.. i'm just writing all out to relieve myself..
till the next time i feel bad.. see ya!
Lovex
12:26 AM
